So today makes this CD50, my longest cycle ever =( Im feeling rather bummed that AF still hasnt started, i need her to come so badly. I have cd7 then weekly hormone tests to get done before i need to go back to the gyn in August and at this rate i will be lucky to get in 1 full cycle. Damn it damn it damn it!!!
Ok maybe an over reation but still this is really driving me nuts! I have no idea why AF is not rearing her ugly mush!!
I think im feeling a littledown today when it comes to the ttc process, when so many people who arent even trying are popping up all around me pregnant, its unfair, yes i know im jealous and all that shebang but come on we have been trying for so long it just frustrates me. So many people come off of bcp and BAM the are preggo damn it i wish i was that lucky, all those years of preventing before i met dh was all for nothing cause here i am aged 25 and no babies yet.
anyway...
Tomorrow will be 1 full week since dh dropped of his sample for his SA, he is going to give them a call tomorrow to see if they have the results, i am hoping and praying that everything is oki with him!!
So anyway that was a bit of a pitty party lol
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